In the business world, I’m known as the bastard you do not fuck with. In the kink world, I’m known for my precision with a whip. In both worlds, women want me in their panties… to give them what they need. I am never vanilla. EVER. I’ve never gone RAW with a woman. I don’t want a long term relationship. I‘ve never been in love and I certainly don’t want children. 

A trip to Vegas changes all of that. With my brothers and best friend in tow, I meet her. My Vegas Random who turns my life upside. She shows me what I’ve been missing and gives me everything I never knew I wanted.

To be wanted just for being me.

I have a broken heart and my extended family sends me to Vegas! The one place in the fucking world I didn’t want to go. I was happy with my life. My kids and my animals. I loved work even though Brian works me like a slave.

Then I see him, Ian, our eyes meet and I know I am fucked. Sexy on top of sexy. If he comes over, my knickers are going to fucking go up in flames. I don’t have a chance in hell of turning him down, if he’s as smooth as he looks. But he isn’t the one who approaches me, his brother Charlie does. There’s just something about them… They might just be the hottest men I’ve ever met.

I don’t want to be in love, I’ve been hurt in the past and lost the love of my life. But a holiday romance with these two? What could possibly go wrong… It’s not like I’m going to fall in love… 

This book is a kick in the feels.

TRIGGER WARNING: This book has F/F, M/F/M, BDSM scenes, NSFW scenes, violence, and the struggle with cancer. Recommended for people over 18. You may need tissues. This book is written in first person telling. HFN Ending.